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blue jean baby, LA lady, steamstress for the band...
journal entry 11·26 (189): what i should be doing is praying about this conversation im about to have on saturday. im nervous about it, only because i know that i will not want to say how i truly feel because of insecurity. and i will, inevitbly end up forfeiting or sacrificing what i want, due to my lack of communication. i want nothing more than to have this be an amazing testimony.... i want this to be so incredible for parties involved, and yet, i fear.. we're only making this more of a challenge, b/c we're not letting what naturally happens, happen. i dont want to give up 11·22... it was better than that international day no one recognized. ~!@#$%^&*()_+||~!@#$%^&*()_+|~!@#$%^&*()_+|~!@#$%^&*()_+|~!@#$%^&*()_+|~!@#$%^&*()_+|~!@#$%^&*()_+
".......stares through the room to watch the light attach to my girl......."
i have this online journal that is so incredible intimate, and i never realized it... until someone made a comment about it on the site where its located. it was the first time i realized that other ppl could read my work. i guess its not really a secret anymore. opps.
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.i have these red socks that i love. they come a little below my knee and they are red. i have these red socks that i love. its hard for me to put on my website works that i write... for these days my work is privatly intimate and questions to myself. is this wrong? is this right? can it be stopped? can i relent? shall i relent? am i insane. questions, not usually published on websites.
i purchased the second christmas present thus far this season. cost me mucho grando. i cannot wait to see their reaction. it will be lovely. this could be my absolute most favorite thing i have ever bought. i cannot wait. can i wait until christmas? nope! this is by far, the best of all presents. i'd give more details, but i dont want to ruin the suprise.
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sparkly eyes... fluttery lashes...
i think i love christmas b/c its so flirty. sparkles... snowflakes...mistletoe... yes i love the sparkles. i love the romance. ah, im inspired to go watch a chickflick right now.... get those butterflies a fluttering...as me eyelashes, oui. oui.
....snowflakes that stay on your nose and eyelashes...
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for now this is all i choose to say. i shall be back soon. until then or until the rapture. i depart with this thought, yo, dawg. peace out and word to da mother, peace be, still, yo. |
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